This Is What I Go Through

This is where we are now..

Trying to figure out how to keep our memories of each other alive.. we dont want to lose them but we are already going down the wrong path ...we want to make it stop but we can't.. your smile, your touch, your scent will be erased from my memory.. those days we can never get back.. the part of me you have will free fall into a black hole.. lets sit down and figure this out.. do we really want this?.. I know we dont, but at that time this was the easy way out.. look where easy has gotten us...

You make me smile.. even when my days are blue.. i make myself smile but the faces i make when im with you are priceless.. the secrets ..the laughter ... all in the open.. we never care what people think but somedays you suprise me ... i hope you only change for the better and not the worse...

This is what i go through with myself.. all these differnt emotions pour out at different times.. dont tell me your young and you have nothing to worry about.. im not worrying.. im embracing my young emotion and it's driving me insane... all i want is to feel your touch and know that you have my back no matter what.. i can try and erase you.. but im sure you will come back.. some way.. some how..

This is where i want to be...